EST Gee Voices In My Head Lyrics

When times was hard life was rough I tried giving up
I’m like maybe I wasn’t meant for much
I miss big bra some much sometimes I wish I went with him
Like don’t worry here I come
I’m popping meds laying in bed tryna wake up dead
Instead I wake up aching staring at my ceiling fan
Voice in my head quit playing and just finish it
One to the head if you wanna end this shit
Let’s just gei need t it finished with

When my lil cousin shot hisself my auntie found his body
I still be fighting that urge inside me I need counseling probably
But who gone listen to all this different shit you know I been into
I can tell you something that will make you sick that you’ll swear is it true
Have you ever dreamed that you couldn’t see but voices visit you
And tell you you’ll be rich by twenty-six if you survive that boom
Hospital views hard to get you stable it’s so many goons
Bright lights get dark like closing tunes the reapers in the room
Grim said he’ll take me before I awake soon as I tell em too
Death felt Reek shake me Gee you staying we got shit to do
I wanted to go but you told me no I’m glad I heard you spoke
Live or die decide cuz both is painful either way it go

When times was hard life was rough I tried giving up
I’m like maybe I wasn’t meant for much
I miss big bra some much sometimes I wish I went with him
Like don’t worry here I come
I’m popping meds laying in bed tryna wake up dead
Instead I wake up aching staring at my ceiling fan
Voice in my head quit playing and just finish it
One to the head if you wanna end this shit
Let’s just gei need t it finished with

Yeah yeah
Maji, you know
I ain’t mad at you
You hear me
I salute yo bravery
Forreal
Sometimes I was as brave as you
Weather you meant it or not
You got away from this mafucca
I’ma make em see it tho before I go